Today’s song is How Could You by Saliva. It has become one of my favorites; I listen to it every morning on my way to work. It expresses the big question that I can’t let go of: How could my husband have done this? I know these were choices he made and they are his, not mine, to own. However, I can’t understand. I can’t understand what lead to this; I can’t understand the lies; I can’t understand why he didn’t communicate his unhappiness rather than take the path that he chose. I can't understand what role I played in causing this situation. I can’t understand WHY he did this, hence I keep asking the same questions again and again to no avail and without these answers I am not sure how to move on.
(Side note, my apologies for the weird video. It was between this, a live version where you could majorly hear someone from the audience singing, or one which was a movie trailer for Surrogates... tough choice!)
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