Thursday, October 8, 2009
No Longer Naïve
I think I am starting to hate my husband. Not just the kind of hate like “I hate broccoli” or “I hate Monday”, but real true hate. I have had some sort of come to Jesus moment – I have realized how manipulative and dishonest he truly is. He plays a good “Mr. Nice Guy” game, but it’s all an act. Everything he says or does has an ulterior motive and I am starting to think this has been the case for some time. I don’t trust him and I know that he is only looking out for himself. It makes me sad thinking about the person he used to be and the choices he made on his way to becoming the man he now is. However those are not my issues. He did not consider me in the decisions he made along the way in getting to this point and I no longer need to consider him in the decisions which I make either. I am done. I am no longer naïve.
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Finally! Hang on to the hate and anger long enough to get yourself through this. He has no trouble doing whatever he needs to get his way. Be strong and remember that he is not the man you married, he is not looking out for your best interests and he is not concerned about anything other than himself and his whore. You are your strongest ally now. You can do this! And we will all help you.
ReplyDeleteThere is a fine line between love and hate. Both are strong emotions, just willing you in opposite directions! You go girl. Remember this in your week times, you will need it!
ReplyDeleteI wish we could go for drinks, I know some of what you are going through right now. HUGS I am hoping it'll get better for both of us soon.
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